bvm

This is getting so frustrating. I just want to make you happy and im getting sick just thinking about my short comings. Like physically sick. Prolonging it is making it worse. Perhaps im putting to much pressure on this, but im just soooooo frightened. Im going to HURT you again. I dont know what im doing and i dont want you to know that. Why arent you scared? im not used to this whole relationship thing. Maybe its not for me. This sucks that im reconsidering this. I shouldnapos;t even be thinking like that. Crap this doesnt even sound intelligent. Just stupid sentences, made by a stupid key board, being stricken by my STUPID HAND, being controlled by my stupid brain. All these thoughts sound good in my head but when i say them out loud no one knows what im talking about. Im speaking a different language. Im going to stop now before i sound any dumber than i already do.

capcom.commegaman, bvm.